my stuff

I'm not really sure what I'm doing here... I figure since I'm already so used to the Tumblr-y format, I'll make this page reverse chronological and just have jump links to the different entries.

a field of hexagons

In which Emily tries to indulge in her girlfriend’s hobbies and spend a nice night together, but, god, she just does not want to make it easy! (human!au)

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  • i started this a long time ago, but i've been thinking a lot about the first world war recently and wanted to finish / flesh it out a bit (it's still rather bare bones, though... just thought it was a cute concept)
01.02.26

what tangled webs we weave

Deadline fast approaching with little to no progress made, Amelia is forced to make an impossible decision, against all her morals and all that she holds dear: begging Guinevere for help. (human!au)

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01.02.26

poketalia au

trainer cards (even though they aren't actually trainers, per se)

  • (first, i made the sprite edits, mostly from emerald but i think ame's was from b/w? i probably should've sized them up, though, rip... these are just vague thoughts at the moment; might make them into a proper story, eventually. the pokemon choices are more of a moodboard than anything, lol)
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  • sakura is a pokemon breeder, specializing in crossbreeds and unique coat patterns (though that's more of a side quest to her actual goal: breeding shines. but that's kinda just a numbers game, so she does this to amuse herself in the meantime. like gregor mendel and his pea plants). in recent days, her work has actually attracted quite a bit of attention... it's nice to pay her bills and everything, but honestly, she'd kinda just rather be left alone.
  • she ends up collaborating with a local gym, monika’s, for ev training. moni gets free publicity (passers by will take notice of the cool colors), while sakura gets higher value pokemon. win-win, no? they work well enough as business partners, but don’t really seem to click on a personal level.
  • one day, a certain annoying blonde comes jogging by, rests her arms on sakura's front fence as she says, "oh wow, moni really wasn't lying, this is so cool! is that a calico vaporeon i see?? can i pet her?!" sakura is surprised and the woman basically jumps over the fence, and introduces herself, vaporeon rubbing against her leg: "amelia. i work for the museum in the next town over, specifically i'm the head of the public outreach dept. i think the kids would really get a kick out of this place! mind if i bring a few classes over on a field trip sometime?" at first, sakura finds ame's direct and excitable personality pretty obnoxious, but the more time they spend together, the more they become entwined in each other's lives. <3
  • during field trips or while giving tours or whatever, ame likes to dress like a more masc ms. frizzle; outfits very on theme for the day's topic, mostly diyed (also sometimes sakura will help with making little crocheted accessories and whatnot). she covers a variety of subjects, but her heart lies in archeology / geology -- very fond of rock types, fossils, and also fascinated by strange artifacts that keep seeming to relate to space. when she gets some time off work, she likes to go exploring in caves (and will bring her friends along with her. or sends them postcards, at least)
  • besides breeding, sakura actually is very interested in competitions... but is a bit too camera shy to actually want to get up in front of all of those people, y'know? so she's more involved in theoretical battles via the card game or the pokemon equivalent of fantasy football. i think it'd be cute if you could get physical cards make of your actual pokemon if you go into pokemon centers. she's been talking to a woman online for a while and ends up meeting her for a card match -- turns out to be julia, monika's older sister, who is kind of a big deal in the competitive scene
  • ...or she used to be, at least. now people barely recognize her (though sakura not only recognizes her but kinda idolizes her). still, julia often tells stories about her great past and (almost) victory! real talk, though, she's, uh, kind of in a rut at the moment, living in her sister's basement and doesn't know how to move on. happens to the best of us, no? sometimes sakura comes over and they play a few rounds of the card game or talk about recent major televised battles -- it can get pretty intense! she has a dark, steel-thing going on. feels bad about her pokemon getting out of shape (just like her, rip), so sometimes she'll go down to monika's gym to give 'em some exercise / socialization.

01.01.26

misc nyo!amepan dates

a mini series / ongoing sitcom in my head, featuring amelia trying to get her ・°˖✧ ~ roommate ~ ✧˖°., sakura, to go out more.

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  • ame manages a mechanic shop; quite peppy, yet kinda backbreaking work. always hustling, not even necessarily because she wants / needs the money, but because she wants something to do -- ex: ride sharing, walking like ten dogs at a time, etc. enjoys going on hikes, mostly to play pokemon go
  • sakura is some kind of software developer, may not leave her room for days. "i work from home. i can get groceries and supplies delivered. video games can be direct downloaded... why should i ever leave?" she asks, face dimly illuminated by her computer screen. enjoys crazy strategy games, shooters, cozy farming sims and everything in-between -- that is to say, she's really into min-maxing / optimizing, and statistics in general. a bit of an addictive personality, actually (between you and me, she's a bit of a whale when it comes to certain mobile games...)
  • personality-wise, they are almost polar opposites. but i think that makes their dynamic work well -- they balance each other's energy and keep each other grounded. they each have their own lives, but they come together at the end of the day and confide in each other. also, honestly, they remind me of the main couple from girl friends, the first shoujo ai manga i read. it's a cute, soft introvert/extrovert friends to lovers sort of thing, and very personally significant to me. <3 a major difference would be, girl friends is very, 'let me give you a makeover! uwu' sort of thing, while i view ame as being more butch / masc... i just don't think either really cares much about that sort of thing
  • may update with more thoughts later, i just wanted to finish this write up, since i've been holding off on posting this stuff for several months, lol
  1. the house on the rock, wisconsin, usa.

    "what if we kissed in the carousel room under a chorus of angels and wall of horses... 😳😳😳"

    it's been a while since i went there now, but i think they'd have fun! lots of nature to appreciate, unbelieveably kitschy exhibits to make fun of, dollhouses and butterflies and knights and samurai staged mid-battle, etc. i think ame would constantly be wanting to climb onto things in the organ room, lol

  2. the park in spring

    [ame's dialogue is left as an exercise to the reader...]
01.01.26

quick meta on names

  • basically, i like to play with these characters like dolls in a sandbox, adapting their personalities, etc to whatever the present storyline needs. don't expect any actual consistency!
  • even if i'm writing a human!au, i still really like the idea of the characters choosing their own names or otherwise thinking about the symbolism of their names, etc. example: this whole time, i've been going with "emily" for nyo!america, but recently i've opened my eyes to "amelia." y'know what? i think she would name herself after amelia earhart, actually. she'd think amelia earhart was a total badass. i'm also partial to "katherine," from katherine hepburn -- i also think it's cute that it's rather "proper" and sort of british sounding, i feel like you could make a case that it's what england would name her, and maybe she'd find it a little embarassing and go by "kat" or something like that. similarly, my names and view of nyo!england have been jumping around a lot. i think, while "alice" is very cute, it's a bit too cute and innocent, y'know? "rose" is cool -- elegant, but also a little punk. but i've really kinda fallen in love with "guinevere" -- obvious counterpart to "arthur," no?
01.01.26

the presidential treatment

  • this is kind of a character study, i guess? it's inspired by all the things former presidents are prohibited from doing and the massive state surveilance on them at all times. i imagine it would basically work the same for country personifications, right?
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Alfred sets down his Switch controller on the couch beside him and gets up. A movie, he thinks, a movie will certainly help him keep his mind occupied… His footsteps echo as he approaches the theater, echo through the empty halls frozen in time. Every inch of the House is overflowing with decades of overlapping memories, threatening to burst him apart at the seams. In this spot in 1947, here in 1886, over there in 2001… it plays on repeat. Alfred doesn’t think he can stand another godforsaken minute in this house. Ironically, the very symbol of freedom, the pride of the nation, the White House has been his prison, his personal hell, since 1800.

Alfred felt alone. But deep down, he knew he was never alone: the watchful eyes of the state will never leave him. Though, over the years, they’ve upgraded from flesh and blood to state of the art surveillance equipment, the end result is the same: his every move is judged, criticized, and potentially grounds for punishment.

Yes, he has all of the newest games and gadgets; fifty-two cars parked in the garage, none of which he is allowed to drive. But, if he asks permission and files the proper paperwork, he might allowed to take a walk around the garden (with 3-5 body guards tagging along behind, of course). On rare instances, he's even allowed to go to McDonald's (with several days notice, of course, and great public disturbance -- any building he wishes to enter must first be swept for bombers, gunmen, or any other manner of crazies). This is the price of knowledge, wealth, and power, he can't stop himself from thinking as he settles into his usual seat in the middle column, middle row, just as the latest box office hit starts playing on the big screen and he desperately tries to shut his mind off.


04.21.23

ineffective communication

also found on ao3

Monika sighed, scrolling through her emails. Without thinking, she grabbed her phone and started typing.

France

Today, 10:32 PM

Germany
It seems next month’s meetings are going to be online, as well.
France
It appears so.

At first, it seemed like that was it. Monika found herself feeling oddly disappointed... until her phone buzzed a few minutes later.

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12.22.22

the future

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Emily and Anya debate about what the future may hold while lying under the stars. (human!au)

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09.28.22

one step at a time

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Madeleine is mortified when her girlfriend Julia says she’s coming over. Of course she can’t wait to see her again, but… she’s kinda had a rough last couple of weeks. (human!au)

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